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sdatgsdg [12 Apr 2007|08:07pm]
i miss you livejournal, youre long gone. spring break is almost over, and it was definitly the rainiest one ever. well... bye !!@#@#$$
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[15 Jun 2006|09:11pm]


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[15 Jun 2006|08:37pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Hm.. things are alot different. three days left of junior high, time to go to high school! ah.. i wish i could rewind time, but what fun would that be. i just want to have fun now, i give up on caring about how much people like me. im going to do what i want! i love life sometimes, i wish i could just be free. i miss being a little kid though..it was nice, it seems the only things i remember of it is having careless fun. i hope i got through highschool with the same experiences. dance recital soon woot! itll be fun-ish. i wish i was a bird..hm random. i love love.haha wierd saying.. think about it. well im going to go be bored and express my boredom to my parents or sing my lungs off in my room hahahhahahah! or dance in my room or go outside barefoot and lay there in the grass.. im such a weirdo. mary is awesome. i feel like were becoming bestfriends again. i wish things never changed. this summer better be fun. or therell be alot of crying. i just remembered that im going to florida soon yess. actually im going to miss new jersey. well anyways im going now lol <33

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[01 Jun 2006|09:58pm]

Ahhh I ran home while it was lightening and raining and thundering hehe =) i was haning out with ashley and ariana. pretty cool dawgs of mine lol i hate langauge arts and social studies i think im slowly decreasing in intelligents..my grades are dropping a lil and i dont feel like i wanna do my work. i just dont want to im sick of thinking. i BiNGE when i get home - so much because of my brainnn lol i mustve ate a peice of every food in the house today. yumm lol i really dont want to do social studies project at all i have SERIOUS work to catch up on that... oo i want to swimm and stuff. i wanna go to the beach. i love lj more than anything else. except red hot chili peppers lol i reallly love that bandd. im going to go do more homiework =) much love<33
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one day [30 May 2006|04:49pm]
[ mood | content ]

I love

the blazing sun
having nothing to do
staring blankly in the backyard
friends who like to chill
being a little kid when young relatives come over
my family
eating all the candy you can get ahold of
catching the kid you like picking thier nose
acting like a retard barefoot in grass
listening to music that i dont really care for
braiding hair
doing makeup all alone at my house and pretending im a star
painting cool colors
having smooth legs
the fluffyness of shaving cream
not caring about what people are thinking about you
writing about nothing important
the joys of downloading music off of myspace, (did you know you could?? I just found out =))
dorky friends that enjoy being with you
seeing butterflies

i hate

award-dont know what to talk about-moments
stupid mp3s that wont download
dry markers
people that pick at your every imperfection
feeling like you have to get As in every class
when teachers lie to you and tell you theyll take work easy after exams
stubbing your toes
people who say stuff when they know nothing about it
feeling like youve changed
rough cutting scissors
when somebody gets an attitude with you and your too shy to blow up
people who are always looking for something new
the guilt of knowing youre eating a poor animal when you love the taste
wasting food
wanting to loose weight, but deep inside being ok with your couple extra lbs
not knowing when your getting made fun of
when people give you looks for having friends less cool than yourself
the feeling of being better than someone else
having people you care about judge you
the feeling of doing something bad and than being punished and wishing you never did it and know they wont take an apology forever
feeling like a terrible sister
being broke
being able to hate
not being able to understand something someones telling you

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[10 May 2006|04:55pm]
I'm so confused and mad at life. I know everything could be fourty times worse, but i cant handle normal life all together. EMotions are so confusing. I'm afriad for myself and friends..i dont know who i am. ive changed and feel different. and my friends have obviously changed as well. i wish things were just so much different. nobody would understand what im saying and i doubt even read this. so why do i care what i write on livejournal. i love livejournal, its really good when i have to talk to someone without ears.. =)
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[06 May 2006|09:17pm]
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[16 Apr 2006|07:09pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

-"& i rlly feel, like im losing my best friend. i cant beleive this could be the end."-no doubt

-easter is chocolate, chocolate is good, therefor easter is good.
-spring break is good, school is not. 2 days.
-language arts project, ah poems are hard to write, and even harder to type.
-I absolutely love to draw, and if i ever forget how much i love it- remind me.
-scary movie four tomarrow, im laughing already.
-if i had one wish i would change me and rewind
-hm..very messy room, ive been meaning to clean for far two long.
♥ bye now. talk to you in a while.


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[14 Mar 2006|07:07pm]
Tell her You Love Her Before She's Gone..

Because People Change, && Hearts Move On
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yourmom [09 Mar 2006|05:10pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

ahh lifes dandy.. lol i dunno what to say. today art festival was fun than mary and iwent to katies..very fun. hm.. lallalalala...marks so cute lol lallalalla im thinking about my doorbell when ya gonna ring when ya gonna ring it!? talk to you ppl later <33peacepeacepeace dawgyies.

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[06 Mar 2006|04:42pm]
I play my cards the best I can
But I lose my luck when you're not here
My darling heart
Won't you please give in?
I may be strong
But I want you back again
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[21 Feb 2006|05:39pm]
today=unexplainably unexplainable.

yeah, well...at schoool i dunno what i did.

homebase, hm..sat and was bored
p.e, ..odd. we played soccer but before it we did these creepy excercise things that conlin made up.ick. i think hes a child molestor.. yeah, oh yeah, we "worked out" in the weight room lmao but i just stand there and watch the clock. i hate doing things in front of people ..
tech ed, kindof cool. we cut wood lol its more fun than the usual tech ed. and we started drawing our tables.
l.a. ew, mrs brownnnn



..in this world there is no such thing as boring things, only boring people.
And i geusse im one of them ;)
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lateeda! [20 Feb 2006|08:42pm]
Hey, I thikn ive finished mrs pooles poopyhead project!! yay! ahhh i enjoyed the four day weekend, i only wish tomarrow wasnt tuesday. oh you wanna hear something wierd, ok wellll, so theres this song ive been listening to alot. its not popular, its by people in planes, called if you talk to much my headll explode. i think its really cool and the people are from wales. i mustve watched the music video to the song a thousand times because of the wonderful vh1 website. (thats where i found it). the guy in it looks aloot like a girl and it confusing, because hes so femine looking yet he has a hot voice lol. hes cute in this weird creepy cool guy way lol well anyway, i was listening to it like everytime i wasnt doing anything for the past two days and i practically know the whole song by now. last night at like 12 oclock at night i was going to turn off my tv and go to sleep. ok, so im walking back to my bed (because i lost my remote ;p) to go to sleep and right as i get in to turn the sheets on my body, i hear the words "IF YOU TALK TOO MUCH MY HEAD WILL EXPLODE" and jumped up. i was like omg, im hearing things. it was very chilling.. it turned out that my parents forgot to turn off their tv and i geusse somehow that song was on it. its still a freeky coninsedense because thats not a popular song at all, id just heard it on vh1. and yeah.. it was weird..lol

today i went to the park behind the park street cafe, i think its on second street with my brother and ariana. we were there for like an hour and a half. ben bergman and connor degnon and a bunch of other guys were there playing basketball on the court. connor lives right across the street from the park by the way. yeah..ew, andrew patton was there, and i dunno how, because i thought he moved. does he even go to our school anymore? well we jumped around the playground and acted fools lol. woah, on one of the benchs on the very back ashley mohacsi's name was etched in it. that was also weird. and by it, it said some date like 4-12-02 or something and it said midnight.. yeah. hm, well than ariana, my brother and i went to papps and played a couple games..wow, i suck at it lol im not sure how finished with my language arts project i am. but oh well if i dont have all the notecards, who cares? im really obsessed with listening to music lately. and i have a slight cold.. i sound weird, like a frog lol eww...myspace is being a fagbaggggillylag! its screwing up and im getting annoyed by it. im going now, ;)

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[13 Feb 2006|07:03pm]
[ mood | envious to those w/ valentines ]

Yippee, tomarrows Vday!!
schools not fun.
today was a two hour delay because of the snowww =) i walked to school in the snow and got snow alll in my shoes =DDDDD
i went to katies, yum.
..yeah, theres this guy i wish liked me. i feel really crummy for being shy. im as unshy as i can get, and i geuss if i cant get any less shy, its just not meant to be. im not changing for anyone, no matter how long and how much i like them
lallala, i want to break free. like a bird, in the sky.
welll i hope to update later, maybe a few days from now, so bye to myself. :) ♥jess

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[04 Jan 2006|08:16pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

EY YO!  whats cracking yallll??? no one reads these any more.. it brings tears to my eyes.  schoolsss back- gag!  boy do i love my home work! christmas was cooolll-  veryy cooooolllll.  yup, and than i enjoyed--wait no i didnt-new years eve.   not enough time to post now... post later {)

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who cares [15 Dec 2005|02:55am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

school sucks and i need to go shoppping

--for presents.. christmas is coming too soon.
i wish weekends were 3
days long instead of two. i still have a social studies project & spanish projcet to do, i should get on that.


& you forgot me the minute i said goodbye

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[08 Dec 2005|05:00pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

ahh, i was sick today. my throat hurts. i watched america's top model all day long lol i know basically everything about everyone on there now ;p tomarrow is supposed to snow very badly, ah. i hope we still have school because the dance is tomarrow. i still have to go get an outfit. my hair is really wavy today..hm,random. omg, i miss courtney all of a sudden. i almost cried today. i cant wait until dnow! im still not sure where to go after the dance.. when it all comes down to the end, ill probally just end up going to marcellos. lalala, bored. i havent writen in this for a while have i? mary and i switched hairstraighteners... hm, not that you care lol well im going to straighten my room and think of what i wanna get to wear for the dance.


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[05 Dec 2005|08:46pm]

ey yo!

mrs poole is a druggaddict gawshhhh ;p
too much homework, whats her PROBLEM. jesus loves you
 more than you will know.  oo its winter and i dont
know what i want for christmas?  hm, ..
&;  ;0 <<ha, chinese gorilla man

No more dreaming of a white christmas!

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[24 Nov 2005|12:18am]
hey fellow livejournians!

Schools getting better..easier. Tomarrow is thanksgiving, hallujah! Turkey dayy!! im so cold. Its going to snow soon,ah! theres frost on the ground. LOVE YOU WORLDDD, I LOVE YOU!!!


im terrible at this you know, dont hold this against me ive already said im sorry.
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cant stop addicted to the shindig [07 Nov 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | your mom ]

im sick of life!
i wish i was smarter. kids already have their colleges planned out and are applying for special schools to get a good education. i feel dumb. im getting my first c on a report card in a week yipee. i miss courtney and morgan and olivia and kiersten. alot. i miss deland middle. macfarland isnt fun. im not happy. marys changed big change. shes happy which is good. but im not. i hate homework, im quiting spanish 1. i need motivation i need funnn. why cant life be simple fun. whyy poopyheads. lalalallalalala. you know what, its proably just me. macfarland might be fun if i had courtney&moragn&olivia&kiersten. i really miss courtney. i dont know how shes doing. im a terrible friend. i have a feeling were becoming not rlly friends i dont know anything abotu whats going on with her.marys in disney,lucky bitch. i wish i was in disney. no school. i dont have school thursday and friday yay. but im not going to aprriecate it as much when the days come. mr lweis is coolish wierd. im going to eat

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